So Tired

So tired.
Are we there yet?
Is it over?
When does it end?

Just when I think the end is in sight
There comes another bump around the bend.

Such hard work.
So much research
Proving you did more
than just your part
Just to get half of your share.

Listen to the Angels
is what I've been told
My cries have been heard
but it feels as if the answer's
taking forever to unfold.

So tired.
Will this truly be the end?
Just want it to be over
so we can begin again.

Comfort and tranquility
Life without hostility
You Are awaiting
Just around the bend.

Holding My Breathe

Holding my breath
trying not to turn blue
Don't be an illusion
We're counting on you

Come round the corner
Come to the light
We're hoping our miracle
will soon be in sight

Holding my breath
trying not to turn blue
Don't be an illusion
We're counting on you

Too many eggs in this basket
Too many fingers crossed
Hoping for the best
that our dreams don't get lost

Holding my breath
trying not to turn blue
Don't be an illusion
We're counting on you

Waited so long
just for your arrival
Heart pounds in our ears
The feeling's quite tribal

Holding my breath
trying not to turn blue
Don't be an illusion
We're counting on you

Can't hold it much longer
Starting to feel faint
No time to dawdle
No time to be

Please hurry and get here
We're waiting for you
Blue isn't my color
You know what to do.

My New Ability

Congratulations to me

for my new ability

tripping over my own feet

didn't think it was a possibility

Watch where you're going

don't be in a hurry

obstacles come towards you

doesn't mean you must scurry

it all happens

in a bit of a flurry

but you've got a handle on it

there's no need to worry

Tripping over my own feet

didn't think it was a possibility

apparently the only one in my way

just happens to be me

Watch where you're going

there's no need to worry

 You've got a handle on it

don't be in a hurry

Tests are inevitable

patience is needed

listen to that inner voice

make sure warnings are heeded

Tripping over my own feet

this part of me cannot compete

with my innate ability

to believe in the stronger part of me

Trust in the Possibilities of Tomorrow

If you look for ugliness then that is what you shall find
and once you discover it you will no longer mind
the day to day stupidity of this one reality

If you look for beauty then that is what you shall find
and once you discover it you will no longer mind
the occasional idiosyncrasies of your current reality

Trust in the possibilities of tomorrow
to make it through the madness of today
hold on to the spirit of beauty
and let ugliness slip away

keep faith in yourself
keep hope  for all else
keep striving towards a better day


Trust in the possibilities of tomorrow
to make it through the madness of today
hold on to the spirit of beauty
and let ugliness slip away

Your hardships are many
yet your resources are plenty
forge your identity
be who you're meant to be

Hope

Falling in to the darkness

but this time not afraid.

Possibilities are endless

try not to be dismayed.

Take that leap of faith.

Let go of that last rope.

Give into the desire;

Believe that there is hope.