Ongoing Decisions IV

Still looking for something I once thought I'd find.

Something keeps making my heart hit the ground.

It isn't so easy how do I seek out again,

This something so elusive I can't comprehend.

Ongoing Decisions III

Too many questions;

Too many doubts,

Decisions I'd rather live without.

What do I do?

Inner self I ask you.

Tell me what do I do.

Ongoing Decisions II

Hiding out has come to an end.

Seeds of doubt are not my friend.

Constantly yearning,

This emotion is burning,

What does this path intend?

Ongoing Decisions I

Forced to make decisions again

Time's not on my side.

Life intrudes.

Reality's rude.

Another moment has died.

Thinking Queen

Alone with myself

Thinking many thoughts of you

Memories don’t fade.

Ask who you might be

The response I am the Queen.

How could you not know?

Intimidating Lady

Intimidating
You seem to see me this way

Your viewpoint is skewed.

Notice who I am

Intimidating’s not me

See the one who’s here.

I am a lady. 

A gentleman’s still a man.

Roles should be observed.

Pondering Situations

Pondering it all

Forced to make choices in life

How do I decide?

Situations change

I’m starting over again.

What do I do now?

Situations change

Why can’t they remain the same?

Here we go again.